Trigger Warning: This is a full length, standalone novel, containing disturbing scenes and sensitive subject matter that may be triggering to some readers.
For twelve years, I fought for my soul in this evil world.
Until my God sent him.
My oldest friend. The only boy I ever loved.
What we're doing risks everything, yet we can't stop.
When I sin with him, it's the purest I've ever felt.
I lived half my life with the Philistines and I know what they call us.
Cult. Freaks. Fanatics.
But they're wrong,. We aren;t any of those things.
For we are the Anointed.
The last time her, she was marked with blood.
Now she's returned, along with my temptation.
Our touch is blasphemous,
They say she's tainted, but they will not speak against me.
His holy blood is in my veins and my word is truth.
I'm the fucking Prophet.
Trigger Warning: This novel contains drug use, explicit sexual content, violence, extreme child abuse, and sensitive subject matter which may be triggering to some readers.
Tavin is the most precious thing in my life. She gives me a purpose. I love her more than the air in my lungs, and it's because of her that I'm able to hang on to some semblance of who I once was. His sinister cruelty has taken its toll, causing something to change inside of me. She can't ever know the things I've done. The things he's made me do, and the things I've done because of my own darkening heart. She wouldn't understand that I did those things for her. Everything breath I take, every soul I crush is for her. It's all for her.
Ever since Toben told me to make my first birthday wish, I always wish for the same thing: for us to run away to a beautiful place where they won't ever find us or hurt us again. He's the only person in the world who loves me. I love him too. He's says we're the same, that we're halfpeople. He tries to protect me from the monster. The monster does't love us, but Toben says we don't need him to. Toben is all I need. He's the reason I keep waking up every morning, in this scary life, praying for the day my eyes stay closed.
Trigger Warning: This novel contains drug use, explicit sexual content, violence, child abuse, and sensitive subject matter that may be triggering for some readers.
Not my wildest dreams or darkest nightmares could have prepared me for the intricacy that is Tavin Winters. As sweet and gentle as she is, the violence and torment that has been woven into every day of her past remains evident. He will pay for what he's done to her, and I will do my best to give her the serenity she deserves. However this plays out, I will always love her and I will always protect her...even if it's from herself.
The problem with getting what you've always wanted, is the chance of losing it. Before I met Alexander, I was blissfully blind, unaware of what was possible. Now that I've seen the colors of his world, I don't know how to go back to the dreariness of mine. As much as I want to allow myself to dream of a life that I never knew was possible, the doubts still dig their claws into my mind and I fear the darkness of my past will destroy it all.
Trigger Warning: This novel contains drug use, explicit sexual content, violence, and sensitive subject matter which may be triggering for some readers.
When he wraps his arms around me, and his warmth makes me feel safe, it's easy to pretend that this is real. I knew going out with him was a bad idea, I just never imagined it would go this far. It was only supposed to be one night. One night to feel like a normal girl. I didn't plan for this and now, every day that passes puts us deeper in danger. All I can do is make the most of every moment with him, so when the time comes for this to end, then at least we'll be left with beautiful memories.
Being with Tavin is like eating those candies that start out sweet and then turn so sour, your eyes water. When she's happy, her radiance is stunning, but her glow is dimmed by her dark secrets. I knew from the moment I laid eyes on her, sucking on that lollipop, that there was something unique about her. I was right in more ways than one, and while I don't know the extent of suffering that her life entails, I'll do whatever I need to, to convince her she can trust me. I just need to hang on to her long enough to do that.
Sweet Treats #1: Candy Coated Chaos
Sweet Treats #2: Sweetend Suffering
Sweet Treats #3: Cupcakes and Crooked Spoons
Thou Shall Not: A Dark Ten Commandments Anthology
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Thou shall not have any other gods before me.
Thou shall not make yourself a carved image.
Thou shall not take the Lord's name in vain.
Thou shall remember the Sabbath Day and keep it holy.
Thou shall not dishonor thy father and thy mother.
Thou shall not murder.
Thou shallnot commit adultry.
Thou shall not steal.
Thou shall not bear false witness agaist thy neighbor.
Thou shall not covet thy neighbor's house.
R.I.P. 1: Rest In Peace
On the outside,. we look normal, like an all-American, Christian family. But behind the walls of this church basement, we are far from it.
My mother says it;s her calling, my father says it's our blessing, and my sister says it's fun. I say we're fucked.
I don't know if what we're doin is really what God wants. us to do, I just know that the more we do it, the more natural it feels.
What we're doing and the reason behind it is far from natural.
In my family, love blends with hate, duty with torment, and blood with water.
We are the Courtenay family and this is the story about how it all went wrong.
The devil whispered in our ears. We listened. We obeyed. Shall we repent? Or shall we take you down with us?
This is NOT a religious book. This is dark, depraved, and delicious and is intended for mature audience 18+. The Ten Commandments as you've never seen them before...
Trigger Warning: This is not a romance. The book contains disturbing content, graphic situations, and many triggers.
Inspired by the commandement: Thou Shall Not Dishonor Thy Father and Thy mother
R.I.P. 2: Rot In Pieces
Her actions shattered my family, leaving it half alive.
And I hate her for it.
My brother is broken. His torment suffocates him as he claws his way through the aftermath of her decisions. Despite it all, he remains by my side.
The life we knew has been gutted, rotting into a million pieces. We have no home, nowhere to go, but I don't care because we still have eachother. He's the only one that can see beaneath my flesh to touch me in my darkest places.
Our choices have taken us on a new path. A shimmering sea of blood trails behind us on our search for purpose and reason.
No matter what happens, I refuse to let anything or anyone keep us apart.
I'll burm the world to ash before I let him go.
Trigger Warning: This book contains disturbing content, graphic situations, and many triggers.